diarihatimu

2008-07-05T18:54:00.000-07:00

ok, im blogging.
and pls let me rant about my pathetically stupid brother.
I can't keep it any longer.
I need to let it out.
Publically would be great.

I had enough of him.

All the things that he wants. He got it.

Or perhaps, he'll try his very best to make it happen

eventhough its a STUPID idea.

And btw, i'm sorry if my words are bold in this entry.

I have to. I want the world to know. I dont care.

I hate him now. Not anymore if he's aint stupid.

Here's the facts.

One day, My 1st brother got married and that means,

he wont be using his room and whatever things in that room anymore.

So, here comes my 2nd brother's superb idea.

oh ya.. 1st off..

he plans to.. WHAT?!

move in to the room and make a space for my little bro too???

am i sure what im typing??

because to tell u the truth, non of it HAPPENS!!

But instead! that room is ONLY meant for his purposes!

what purposes??

he's working. he's RARELY at home and really it doesnt make ANY sense!

My younger brother, needs it more than him.

He needs space for his books, tables to study..

BUT NO. he doesnt have any of that. He doesnt have a decent room to study in.

so.. he's idea was.. to put his RAT into his room.

great idea huh?

where did he put it? under the comp table, where other people are using it.

And plus, my mom's been using that comp for a guide to her ngaji!

Ngaji with that hamsters uder HER??!! clever indeed... well done bro..

So, he's another stupid idea is to place the computer and the printer and

everything that's not his in the living room!!

Right beside the tv!!

Great.. hari raya's coming.. that's his idea!

And the goddamn metallic big stand for his rats is still in the living room! doing what??

exhibition i think.

There's more to say, but i guess thats enough to cure my hatred for him.

2008-06-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

13 june 2008.

I gave up blogging! there's always errors everywhere whenever im using it!
so, u'll expect little entries from me now onwards.

2008-05-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

Facts about humans.

When it's sch term, we urge for holidays.

when we're on holiday, we want to go back to school.

But when school re-opens, we hope for a longer holiday.

thats me.

Holiday.. I'm rotting at home. Searching for jobs but got non.

2 weeks!

i'm left with 1 mth plus. plssssssssss! i want a job man!

i'm dead bored.

wanting to go out, but everyone's super busy! urgh!

depression.

I wish I could talk to someone.

Have someone to keep me occupied & reacts to my emotions.

My life is a complete let down.

I ate a lot resently. I know why.

Boredom, depression.

I need something to keep me occupied.

books? comp? games? sleep? going out! who ones to?? everybody's damn busy!

shopping!!

i'm soo excited for the great s'pore sale!

that's the only thing im looking forward to.

miserable me!

I feel like a complete loser

2008-05-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

17 & 18 May 2008

Abg Yazid & Kak Janna's Wedding Ceremony

(((((:

They're just soo into their rock-climbing.

BRIDE'S GIFT

these are just some of it.

GROOM'S GIFT

SATURDAY- 17 May 2008

In the mosque while waiting

for the bride's arrival.

The bride arrived & ceremony began..

SAH SAH SAHHH........

alhamdulillah...

hee=))

Going off to the

bride's wedding reception

THE WEDDING CAR

Credits to Siti Mayang Sari.

Arrived.

CHANGI POINT CHALET

Marhaban

SUNDAY- 18 May 2008

Groom's wedding reception

My little bro getting ready for

Qatam Quran((:

Our "guru" for the

ceremony

Groom going off to changi to

fetch the bride

The Escort

They finally arrived.

Silat & malay dance performance.

I didnt get a shot of malay dance performance though.

Meet the parents session.

haha

FAMILY PHOTO

with my little bro wearing like that.

urgh! spoil!

THOSE WHO CAME ((:

CAKE CUTTING!

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THE CUTE CUTE ONES
hee((:

Best wishes from me to you two((:

Be happy always! & I'm happy for the both of you.

May you two be blessed with happiness, health & wealth.

Do take gd care of each other okey?

sincerely,

Liyana

(your lil sis)

2008-05-12T13:02:00.000-07:00

Ouh yarh.. great.

I know I know,

I'm late for Mother's Day entry...
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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS!

This yr's Mother's Day was simple.

Too bad.. my family's BUSY working yest. There's no celebration but more importantly, I know that I love her so much and appreciate every little things that she did for my family n myself((:
I'm glad that she's still around<3

Yest, was my last day at NAFA'S Junior Art, as a teacher's assistant. It was great! Love the kids! Naughty yet adorable! hee.. yarh yest was mother's day.. one of them asked me this:

student: teacher! teacher!

me: yes?

student: do you know today is mother's day??

me: of course, my dear..

student: Did your children give you present..?

me: CHILDREN??!! I'm not married yet...

ouh gosh.. do I look like I have children?? well, been getting lots of similar conversatn with strangers too. ermm.. wait for another 10 yrs((:

2008-05-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I wonder..

How will one feels like if your soulmate went out

with an opposite gender..

Just the both of them and no one else.

On a Sat.

When you're free.

Would you feel intense jealousy?

or..

Is it something normal that we should accept?

I think..

I need an, "emotion control" book.

2008-05-07T23:51:00.000-07:00

Completed my first yr.
Holiday begins.
I'm suppose to be happy but..
am i?

You've just put me at the most lowest category of
self-dignity.
Am i suppose to accept it all?
But, its true of what u've said about me, right?
Maybe, all i need is to be strong and stay strong.

I know, i can survive without you.
you've missed ur family sorely. So,
Is it my fault?

Are you putting all the blame on me?
or maybe.. this is just one of ur "pay back" to me
for the things i've said to you yesterday.
But i swear, i didnt do it on purpose.

You've apologised once and you did it again.
Should I trust on what u've said?
Should I hold to ur promises?

Dont be an idiot, liyana.
I cant just follow every steps you take eventhough i want to.
But, i need to respect my own dignity if others, just wont.
I shall rock myself to sleep and not to think too much.

I've missed you sorely but
You've made me realise. So,
Dont you ever regret it.

Sincerely,
Liyana.

2008-04-26T21:37:00.000-07:00

INTRODUCING . . .
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Part ONE:
My elder brothers
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Part TWO:
My boyfie & me
Part THREE:
sharifah maryam & me!

These are the people close to me, having a similar looks with each other!

1stly, Both my brothers, look like my boyfie.

2ndly, I look like my boyfie.. & of course i look like my brother too.

3rdly, Sharifah & me have a similar look!

Hrmm... its kind of weird.. but.. what i can say is, i believe, & i've read about a fact that, people who are close to each other, tends to get influence by each other's appearance.

2008-04-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

oh GOAT..!!

Just now was THE MOST EMBARRASING MOMENT of my life!!

I've thought about it and since its my blog,
i think i should blog it up.
ALTHOUGH its embarrasing!
ok.. let me start.

Today, i went back, with my face RED.

I was in the train towards Boon Lay when it reached Jurong East,

2 ite malay guys went into my train.

At that moment, I was REALLY SURE that i knew that one ite guy.

TOTALLY SURE.

But even so, i didnt make a move to tap him because i was 1 cabin further.

I knew and REALLY SURE that guy is my cousin!

and so, when the train reached Boon lay, we alighted.

I tapped him and this is when the conversation begins.

Liyana: "Hey! what you doing here in Jurong??"

because..

I was REALLY SURE that he's my cousin who lives in the East side!

DAMN SURE okey!

A sec later,

he turned to face me and with a clueless expression on his face...

HE: "err... you are??"

I went silent for a sec and both went blur.

Liyana: "I'm liyana! dont u remember??"

HE: "Oh yarh! omg! u've changed!"

At that moment.. I felt RELIEVED! HE RMBRED ME!

BUT!!

My mouth kept on talking!

Liyana: "Why are u in Boon lay??"

In a sarcastic manner..

HE: "err... because.. i live.. here??"

Liyana: "Heh? You live here? I thought . . ."

He interupted,

HE: "I'm H A F I Z, you know?"

Liyana: (I went blur again, for a while)

"Yarhh... I know?? Dont you remember your own cousin??"

HE: "Cousin?! Since when I have a cousin by the name of LIYANA?!"

Liyana: "HUH??! You dont remember??"

I'M REALLY SURE, THAT I WAS BLUR!

Liyana: "uhh.. its okey.. Lets just forget about it.."

HE: "Ouh sure.. ouhhhkeyy..."

Liyana: "Ouhk... bye.."

HE: "bye.."

We went off..

I was still thinking and wondering after that incident..

"WHO THE HELL IS HE??!!"

I'M REALLY SURE that he is someone that i know!

someone that i'm REALLY familiar with.

Half an hour later, i said to myself..

"OMG! HE'S MY SECONDARY SCH SENIOR!!!!"

"I NEVER TALK TO HIM BEFORE"

"BUT HOW IN THE WORLD.. DID HE KNOW MY NAME???"

"HE KNEW ME AS HIS JUNIOR!"

"I KNEW HIM AS A COUSIN!"

"HOW STUPID AND FOOLISH CAN IT BE??"

"DAMN! IM SOOO BLUSHED! PAISEYYYY!!!!!!!!!"

He's not only my senior.. but he stayed nearby!!!!!!

AHHH!! Where am I suppose to hide my face???!!!!!!

CRY OUT LOUD!

Sincerely,

Liyana.

2008-04-19T00:55:00.000-07:00

It doesnt seems like its sat.
I dont feel like its sat.

Tons to do and think about.
& my blog is left untouched.

Pray hard that i can make it
& do well for my coming examination.

Lots of love,
Liyana.

2008-04-07T18:07:00.000-07:00

I am glad that FINALLY, my 1st year in nafa is coming to an end!!!

weeeeeeeeee!!!

BUT~!!

Im not happy with the work load that i need to

finish up by these TWO weeks!!

grr.. damn.

2008-04-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

An incredible day with my love ones.
((:
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Under the shroom fountain!
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I look like a dolphine trainer right? heh!
Hrm, come to think about it,
I would love to be one.
Working with the beautiful and utterly gorgeous dolphines!
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I LOVE this shot!
credits to "her!"((:
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Went for a swim!

hee!

yerp, I have no idea how to swim but,

I learn how to float, though.

It was great! It was great!

but the 'not so great' part was getting dark after math!

hah.. whatever it is,

I had fun (((:

2008-03-26T20:27:00.000-07:00

Fyuuuhh..

What a month.

Hard times, it is.

Generally, financially.

This is an art school.

Now I feel it.

The need of money for this school is

UNMEASURABLE!

That's the only one thing I hate about studying in nafa.

Oh come on..

I know i'll be alright SOON.

Maybe another 1 or 2 more weeks of hard moments.

PENILESS!

and anyway, i need to pay back my fast.

I better start fasting next week.

A perfect timing.

I'm glad that he's here with me in times like this.

He's the greatest!

He'll always be..

& I'll always love him.

2008-03-20T00:31:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking A LOT lately..

It's too much for me to handle.

Im not sure weather i can take it any longer or not.

I'll try. Im going to stay strong.

Studies FIRST.

I get it.

I just HAVE to let it out here.

At least i'll feel better, aftermath.

~~The moment you blurt out those words out from your mouth,~~

~~my heart dropped and shattered into many pieces.~~

~~I went speechless.~~

~~Silence.~~

~~And I flood my brain with a hundred and one questions.~~

~~I've tried my very best to think positively.~~

~~And you know the fact that im always positive~~

~~but this time around,~~

~~i just couldnt.~~

~~I'm too attached to you. You knew that.~~

~~I thought, im the one u need the most in times like that.~~

~~But instead, u want to be alone?~~

~~I just cant accept the fact.~~

~~It's one news that i didnt expect.~~

~~Its too sudden.~~

~~What am i suppose to react?~~

~~What am i suppose to do?~~

~~What'll normal people usually do when they face something like this?~~

~~Urgh!~~

~~should i confide you?~~

~~But i guess, it will make u even more stress out.~~

~~I shall better keep it to myself.~~

~~My tears keeps on rolling down.~~

~~pls stop it, for me..~~

~~will you?~~

2008-03-18T20:59:00.000-07:00

Sitting in that blue chair, alone.

Wind, blowing hard on me.

I can simply feel my heart beating fast.

Making big laps, one after another.

My body felt weak and there's butterflies in my stomach.

I just can feel it.

Urgh!

I'm nervous. I was.

and I was hoping and praying hard that eventually,

everything's going to be alright.

I know, it will.

I just need patience and tolerance.

Bare with it, liyana..

Bare with it..

2008-03-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

People've been talking about love, lately.
Whats with tv programme, rouge... wedding affairs.
movies like the leaps years.. ps, i love you. Hrmm... whats going on heh...
But its nice when people are in love & sharing it with us rather than hearing more about break ups and whatever.
& im hearing lots of proposing experiences from my teachers, brother & my parents. It's interesting to hear actually(:
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Rouge!
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They were in Rouge just now.
Sharing to others on how my bro propose to her.
That was sweet((:
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& great,
my bro forgot to tell my family about him,
being interviewed yest on news 5.
He got 1st and kak janna(his fiance), got 3rd for rock climbing!
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Congrats to both of you!
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& im here,
getting all hyped up & excited for my bro's wedding!!
weeeeeeeeeee!!
cant wait cant wait!
he's getting married!!
im looking forward to it!!
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18 may 2008 it is.
((:

2008-03-14T22:40:00.000-07:00

Its been raining for the past few days.

& I've been infected with the flu virus. Err, hopefully its a normal kind of flu.

Not the one in hong kong.

DONT MENTION IT!

I better take care of myself now, before school reopens.

2 more days!

assignments??!! urgh!

It'll never come to an end!

well anyways..

been going out in this wheather lately..

just chilling around..

playing uno and drinking some coffee.

What more can we ask for in a wheather like this?

besides sleeping.

I think, i'm out of control.

I really need to do some serious dieting & exercising.

fasting will be a good idea=D

dont tell me i cant do it..

challenge me!

i will make it!

TARGET!

by this 23rd, i'll lose down to 43kg!

2008-03-07T12:28:00.000-08:00

5th March 2008

Secondary school friends gathering((:

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Special thanks to dayana for organising this outing.
aww.. so sweet...
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One day, at ecp . . .

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As you can see, its raining...

.

Duet

Solo pics

FOOD FOOD !!

I had fun, even though it rains. missing those secondary school moments.. & i just LOVEEEE disturbing u peeps..!((: I want more gathering! can we can we??

I'm down with fever now.. sob sob..

& Today is my my mom's birthday.

HAPPY 53 BIRTHDAY DEAR MOM!

LOVE U TO BITS!

2008-03-04T21:56:00.000-08:00

It's my study week.
2 weeks.
catching up with my assignmentssss.
and i really mean, assignmentSSS..

On the other hand,

It's a bout my other half.

We still have time for each other in times of busy-ness((:

we just cant get enough.

and yarh!

I watched THE LEAP YEARS!

and it was our FIRST ever movie, watched together after

many many dates out with him.

anw,

The leap years was emotionally great.

A very romantic story. watch it! out of 5 stars, i'll rate it...

4 out of 5 stars.

and..

Im somehow a fan of local movies.

I just love all of them.

Coz, it just makes me feel purely singaporean.

hahh..

and yey!

tmr's the gathering!

2008-02-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

A trip to a private museum.

Art Retreat.

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It's fun! It's fun!
Heh. *everything's fun to me*
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This is one of the moments of the trip when
we wasted time waiting for our bus to arrive!
where in the world that bus gone to man...?? grr!
at last, we took a cab to sch.
and we're still late!
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This is fun!
a class field trip! khehe!

Ok, this is one of the painting that i really love! Totally meaningful! It's about newton, adam and eve under the apple tree (nabi adam dan hawa), combine into one piece of art.

This is my final piece of chinese ink painting.
It's a test actually.
((:
and i was late on that day.
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omg, now i realise it.
i'm always in trouble in time of exam or test.
pffft!
there'll always be smth bad happen to me on that particular day.

this is my 3rd charcoal lesson((:
Drew it this afternoon in sch.
finished!

Random.
This is my wedding dress..

hee((:

2008-02-25T20:53:00.000-08:00

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Somehow or rather, I have this phobia of my mom getting ill.
When she's ill. She really means it.
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I had once experience a moment when my mom
fainted in my arms when nobody's around.
There's me, my lil bro n mom.
up till today,
she fell i'll again but luckily, she didnt faint.
thank god.
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but i knew, it was damn painful.
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My lil bro was feeling more cautious this time around.
He experience it once and he hated it.
I think, he got the same phobia like i do too.
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In fact, he called up my dad telling, he didnt want to go to sch just now.
He wanted to take care of mom at home.
Me too actually, i plan of not going to sch but it's impossible.
I have presentation n test to attend.
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pffft
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So now, what do you think?
family or study comes FIRST??
,")

This is a project of mine. There's another 2 more babies that i've painted but didnt snap a pic of it. Well anw, it was presented just now in class((:

Yey! tmr, i'm going eunos, to a personal art museum owned by a millionaire supposingly.

I'm not really sure bout that fact, actually but he's suppose to be one since he own it and it'll be filled with his artworks. He must be damn rich and damn good.

*cant wait! cant wait!*

2008-02-20T21:46:00.000-08:00

ASSIGNMENTS !!
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Been busy catching up with my school works lately,
and still catching up!
Assessment is getting nearer and HOLIDAY is
what i've been waiting for *smiliee*
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These are my charcoal drawings.
First lesson.
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2nd lesson.
getting better yea?
khehee =PP
and dont say anything about the eyes.
It's meant to be like that. It's perfectly normal on the actual piece.
khehe!

And i swear, i have loads more to do!

200 sketches! 2 watercolour paintings! 10 photoshop artwork! 4 canvas painting by next mon! AND MORE !!!!!!

pffffffffftttt!!

HEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!

2008-02-17T22:58:00.000-08:00

It's DADDY'S 52nd BIRTHDAY !!

happy birthday!

weee!

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hrmm..
he's getting older.
I really need to take goooooooood care of him
and make him proud!
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LOVE HIM SO MUCHIEE!!
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yerp yerp,
he's the best! =DD
i can't imagine a life w/o him.
& now im sad... :((

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Had dinner with him this evening.

But something went wrong.

Really wrong.

& i swear, I HATE IT!
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Thats my daddy((:

i told him to smile! really..

hmph.

my SUPER spicy fried rice!

2nd bro, me and daddy!

see that teeth?? that's what i meant...

colgate! show that teeth more often in photos, daddy!

munchy donut for him...(((:

Am i lucky or what? Thats the best thing when i get loaded brothersssss!

yesssaaa! hehe!

& did i tell you, he forgot about my birthday? hmph!

anw, thx for the present, bro n gf((:

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okey.. back to what i wanted to share.
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my 1st bro spoil it all! & i really mean it!
i hate it when he's in one of his moods!
on my dad's birthday???
arghh...
i really hate to see my daddy sad!
i hate it when both my big bros get into a fight!
i hate it!!
and i really mean it!!
oh brother..plss stop it.
will you?
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*sob..* :'((

2008-02-15T22:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY((:

14 february 2008

During school,

My fine art peeps've been doing

these heart shapes thingy on v. day((:

Valentine's day gift!

From my dearest Jun Zhu & Gayle !!

Jun Zhu! ((:

Me and sharifah! ((:

Aint this thing CUTE?

it's a pencil case! heh.

random

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After school,

Im HIS,

on valentine's day <3

A v. day cake,

heart shaped straws,

heavenly scenery and with him by my side...

what more can i ask on a

v. day?

I'm loving it!

a gift from him((:

can't you see that we're H A P P Y !!

hee..

Act cute.. only..

=PP

haha!

I forced him to pose like that!

one of my photography experiment thing!

on a v. day? ,")

khehe..

Quoted from a song

which seems to relate my feelings for him((:

When you have to look away

When you don't have much to say.

That's when I love you,

just that way..

And when you're mad

'cause you lost the game

forget i'm waiting in the rain.

Baby, I love you,

I love you, anyway..

'cause here's my promise made tonight

you can count on me for life.

That's when I love you

when nothing you do can change my mind..

Hide your eyes

'cause the movie made you cry.

That's when I love you,

I love you a little more each time..

And when you can't quite match your clothes

or when you laugh at your own jokes.

That's when I love you

I love you, more than you know..

And when you forget that we had a date

or that look you give when you show up late.

baby I love you,

I love you anyway..

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The more I learn,

The more I love,

The more my heart can't get enough.

That's when I love you,

no matter what....

Dear Mr Exoten,

You always makes me go gaga everytime i lay my eyes on you.

Dont ever stop loving me, baby boy..

coz i never had doubts having you in my life.

I need you and I want to grow old with you..

You're the MOST gorgeous thing that ever happen to me.

YOU MEANT THE WORLD TO ME and I want the world to know it.

Thanks for these 'never ending journey' and those plans you planned, to make me feel

HAPPY, TREASURED, CARED & LOVED.

I LOVE YOU, FAIZAL SAAT . . .

Love,

Mrs Exoten.

2008-02-14T01:32:00.000-08:00

ELEVEN FEBRUARY 2008
This is my BIRTHDAY entry((:

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First and foremost,
I'm greatly thankful to all who wishes me on the 11 feb((:
& i'm so deeply sorry to those i didnt reply ur wishes.
esp smses.
imagine myself replying to hundreds of u.
i'll go bankrupt the next sec of my birthday.
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uhuk!
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okay, let's start.

Part ONE =D

Celebrating my birthday with

my LOVE <3

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1mth before my birthday,
he bought me 2 bags *khehehe!*
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and
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1 day before my birthday,

he bought me 2 slice of birthday cake at chocz

and we ate it along clarke quay((:
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ON my birthday,
we celebrate it at seoul garden((:
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Part TWO, a sweet birthday surprise from my classmate((:
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Part THREE, a meaningful gift from my bro n his fiance *art friend voucher for sch purposes*,

A big bear n a kiss from my little bro! aww, how sweet.. hehe!,

A birthday cake n money money from my parents=D,

A chocolate birthday cake from isnani! she bake it for me! aint that utterly SWEET! gee!((:

and!!

I receive a present from a stranger! haha! from a hairdresser at bugis street while trimming faizal's hair. khehe!

2008-02-13T22:33:00.000-08:00

Today.
Lunch with my hero at Breeks((:
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fish n chip
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Half chicken *bla bla bla*

whatever it's called.
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our desert!
yummeh... *slurp slurp*
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Now you see,

he LOVES to pamper me.

& just so you know, i'm getting CHUBBIER !!

and

I SAW FAHR N JANICE!!

i was damn happy to see them,

waving hands behind those transparent glass

at breeks!

*no wonder she called me while i was eating my fish n chip..*

hrmm.. =P

2008-02-11T23:05:00.000-08:00

This is just a short update.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

LIYANA

EIGHTEEN!!

and in love!

haha!

Proper update

soon, ppl!

and its going to be a long one.

((:

ouh god..

i'm exhausted.

for real :(

2008-02-09T12:01:00.000-08:00

On my Friday((:
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We ate our lunch at Al-Azhar and then we're off to play bowling.
yes, it was my 1st..
and playing with guys i just get to know!
embarrasing!
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but hey!
I strike n spare for that okey..
not bad huh..
hee..
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And then I'm off to watch them play soccer
at limbang((:
.
That was my day spent.

2008-02-07T13:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday.

A perfect day with my love((:

To changi beach park n arab street.

Couples for the day are..

Liyana and Faizal.

Fizah and Arep((:

Fidah and Adip((:
US <3

the man

the lady

dipping in to our donut factory!

the ladiess

sheesha!((:

and some photography shot

Thx for the great day love n th rest!

appreciated.

((:

2008-02-03T22:15:00.000-08:00

When boredom strucks.

pffft..

I definitely have assignments to complete

but im here, feeling bored.

2008-02-01T20:29:00.000-08:00

31st Jan, 1st and 2nd Feb

NAFA OPEN HOUSE

Tmr is the last day of our open house.
So, please come and enjoy tmr's show and etc.

There's a CUTE BIG MOVING BEAR in the house!

really!

IT'S SUPER DUPER ADORABLE!!

I WANT TO SQUEEESEEEE that thing apart!

haha!

well well well.........

ALL ARE WELCOME((:

YEY! IT'S FRIDAY!

AGAIN!

SO...

this calls for....

LATE NIGHTS.

COFFEE.

ENTERTAINMENTS!

cam-whoring

at nafa(:

Have an ENJOYABLE weekend!

2008-01-28T20:43:00.000-08:00

Yay! Digital media assignment, done!
.
well, we basically need to apply our copyright
signature to our art works.
so, here are some of my art works done in
my 1st year in nafa ((:
.
I thought of transforming my blog
into a personal art "gallery" of mine
but i guess,
i can just do both, my personal
entry and art works on one blog.
right?
.
.
I shall introduce my art works to you ppl..
.
This one is,
PRINTMAKING.

.
WATERCOLOUR PAINTING.
honestly, it doesnt look like watercolour painting.
It's more of a poster colour to me.
ouh well..
.
.
This is an art piece done
using PASTEL, something similar to white chalk.
.

A SHORT COMIC STORY.
Hand-drawn((:

CERAMIC !!
My edition of a coke bottle with straws provided=D

and a small flower vase?
.

and a pair of SHOE!
hehe((:

This is a cat food package.

It's more on VISUAL COM STUDIES

rather than fine arts..

FIGURE DRAWING.

Drawing human figures.

This is just a random someone.

Yerp,

that's all for now((:

2008-01-27T10:23:00.000-08:00

My weekend spent.
.

.
Yey me!
i finished my watercolour painting!
wee((:
and also my 100 types of textures!!
*dancing arnd*
.

Ouh no, i still have to complete my photoshop assignment!

*sigh*

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I'm happy, cause you're here with me.

2008-01-26T13:04:00.000-08:00

Presenting class ONE C !!

With 14 girls &
pathetic THREE guys!
.

It's cam whoring time!
taking our minds off our paintings
for a sec.
.

.
Oopss, caught me with my ugly watercolour painting!
I gave up halfway doing it &
i was SOO freaking ANNOYED with myself!
it's soo damn ugly!!
argh!
so, i decided to do it all over again..
hrmm... ,")
.
Been busy with school work &
its pilling up every week!
.
GAWD...
I'M EXHAUSTED!
& YEY! IT'S WEEKEND!!
I NEED A REST!
.

ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND,

PEOPLE!! ((:

2008-01-22T10:07:00.000-08:00

To the world, you may be one person.
But to me, you are the world.

.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZAL!!

((:

Your birthday present,

coming up

soon ok.......

hee..((:

2008-01-21T21:20:00.000-08:00

Sunday out((:
.
double date!
wootss..
.
At Jurong Hill . . .

.

Thx for the ride,

Fiza & partner!((:

2008-01-19T23:59:00.000-08:00

Another evening((:
.
.

Chilling at clarke quay and

we saw this MINI LIMO!

heh. So,

we took a shot(:

err..

aint he tall?

haha.

bleah..

2008-01-18T21:30:00.000-08:00

A typical school day((:

I'm the

'Pink riding hood', today.

hee...

Watercolour painting

Sumathi, Esther, gayle, sharifah & me!

Esther Puah & Salooni((:

.
Lunch at delifrance!

Jun!

At the historical museum...

It's an interactive magnet thing that

you can shift it to become something creative.

& this is my purpose going to the museum.

sketching some artefacts.

& I admit, its ugly..

.

that's how i end my day((:

2008-01-14T22:28:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL..

.
CHINESE INK PAINTING??!!
Grr..
& because of this subj,
we were acting like mad, searching for art materials!
& that means..

.
SPENDING!
.
AGAIN!
.
1st lesson of ink painting....
BAMBOO bamboo stemmm.........
.

.
& ITS LEAVES!
heh
.

Mine *smiley*

Cartoon character of the day!

haha!

& Her's ...

It's kind of FUN afterall.. ((:

And after SIX LOOOONG hours of lesson..!

We head to history art museum

to sketch some artworks..

& I end my day by shopping!

AGAIN!! haha..

Thx for accompany me shop,

sharifah najiah! heh

2008-01-13T21:13:00.000-08:00

A MUST READ NOVEL !!

.
I really LOVE this book if i were a guy.
But, i still love it anyways.
.
.

Im recommending this book, specifically for guys.

But hey, it doesnt really matter..

Female readers can also read it for knowledge((:

It teaches guys to be more of a modern man rather than,

"the typical kind of guy".

Enjoy reading! (:

Tomorrow's going to be my 1st lesson

this 2nd semester!

Im STRIVING! Im STRIVING!

Im hoping for the best((:

2008-01-12T13:48:00.000-08:00

Today,
When i woke up this morning,
I almost cried because i had a nightmare.
.
Nightmares dont really make an impact on me before.
But this one, really did.
.
But in reality,
What really scare me is..
being hated.
I never hate anyone before.
I never did, even though someone
really treat me like shit.
.
Whats the point of hating someone?
Im not gaining anything from it if i do..
.
Well,
for now,
.

Im single yet

UNavailable.

Achieving what i want to achive

and

BE HAPPY((:

2008-01-11T11:12:00.000-08:00

.
ouh no..
i'm getting chubby!
neh, it's ok..
happy n chubby((:
.

THANKS SOOO MUCH for the

"not even 1 mth" advance birthday gift!

haha!((:
.

2008-01-08T22:56:00.000-08:00

A shopping trip with Fahriyah! ((:
.
.

And i swear,

i'm going to buy that bag and

that shirt at dorothy Perkins!

hee~

Love u babe,

LOADS!

2008-01-06T20:28:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday, chucky.
.
Be happy.

stay healthy.

n no more accidents okeh..

2008-01-04T23:53:00.000-08:00

CHANGI BROADWALK ((:
.
A day with isnani!~
hee..
.
.

Jetty to pulau ubin!

I swear there's lots of cats there!

MEOW!

.
Beautiful sceneries huh...

Had fun today!

enjoy it!

very.

Love ya, babe!

((:

2008-01-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

All around Singapore((:
.
Exoten is a crazy dude.
Had loads of fun with him.
.

Incomplete sketching of his sis's portrait

and we saw these sand castles along the beach.

done by SOTA, the new art sch in spore.

Thx for the day((:

appreciated.

2008-01-01T22:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE !!

My new year's resolution?

hrm, that will be..

Be happy,

Eat healthy,

achieving and realising my dreams

and

work harder,

aim higher

((:

2007-12-30T00:37:00.000-08:00

Another day with my

"anywhere anytime" GFs.

Let's shop!((:

We got crazy with HEELS !!

At last,

i bought this((:

and...

this is just a random pic.

trying out my new blouse at hm.

2007-12-28T23:26:00.000-08:00

We are tired of urbanisation.
so, we went west coast,
chilling away......
((:

.
Introducing..
.

YANA

LIYANA

SHARIFAH M.

.
So,
tomorrow's going to be my "shoe" day.
Let's shop for shoes babeh!
hee...

2007-12-26T18:08:00.000-08:00

Happy 17th birthday Norlin!

Hope u had a BLAST with us just now!

Super LUNATIC right??

haha!

i loike...

And yes i know...

AT LAST u're 17!!!

hehehe.

be the SWEETEST 17 okeh!

and u know... i love u! ((:

Birthday girl((:

LinAniYana

we were the fairy god mother!
.

And we took Neo prints!

It really do bring back the GOOD OLD memories!((:

Hearts u two! <3

2007-12-25T14:09:00.000-08:00

Here's another day to release my stress by treating my lil bro.
It was yesterday.
.

We watched Alvin and the Chipmunks!

It was fun!

Chipmunks are utterly adorable!

Thx for spending some of your time with us, isnani!

Love u to bits!

and thx for everything too((:

appreciated, really.

Ouh! Merry christmas to all christians!

*thx for the candy, exoten!

heh((:

2007-12-24T21:17:00.000-08:00

Ouhkey, i admit.
i miss him to bits and pieces.
.
I know I know,
I shldnt be thinking about him anymore.
yarh2..
not worth it, bla bla bla..
.

Am I a hater?

I dont think so. I never hate anyone.

but why must I hate him?

Why him??

I dont want to, but i just do.

this is MY blog.

whatever shit i want to say here,

its my authority.

its a blog and its mine afterall.

If its here when im up,

surely

it'll be here when im down.

right blog?

hrm, im going crazy...!!

Fine, if he wants it his way, so here it goes..

yea,

im the "perfect girl",

im wrong for not saying BYE?,

I dont understand that he's BUSY,

i've not been changing my attitudes,

i have a LOT of guys "waiting" for me,

I dont care about you,

i'm at fault.

For the past 4-5yrs we've been together,

am i really like that girlfriends?

Im feeling horrible deep inside but

I NEED TO BE STRONG!!

he cant see me looking all weak!

right gfs??

*am i wrong, blogging about him?

doesnt he know how proud am i for his achievements?

doesnt he care??

well, he dont really like me blogging bout him anyway.

hw stupid can i be?

haix.

2007-12-22T12:33:00.000-08:00

It stinks knowing that i cried,

thinking about you.

.
.
.
.
I tried to hold on
but i think, it's best to let it go.

2007-12-21T01:00:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!!

2007

This is my paternal side of the family

I was the "make-up artist" for the day. heh!

.
Here comes the GREAT part!
the SHEEP!! the SHEEP!!
.

.
CHOP CHOP!!
.

Aint she GORGEOUS!

Aint she CUTE !!

.
Here comes the barbecue part!
.

.
My maternal side of the family
.

Kuih raya!

Aint he CHUBBY !!

He kept on calling me "COMEL" !!

Hari Raya Aidiladha! and i still got hari raya collection! heh!

2007-12-17T14:04:00.000-08:00

HADY MIRZA WON !!!

I was shock when he won. Hmm..

well, congrats to him.

he've done singapore proud((:

2007-12-15T16:08:00.000-08:00

Okeh, here's an announcement:
.

My gf's doing an online business and she's helping me to clear my wardrobe. Here are SOME of the clothes i'll be selling off !! THERE'S MORE !!

VISIT: http://chiffoniercase.livejournal.com/

and dont forget to leave a comment if

u wanna buy it ! (:

special thanks to Fahriyah(:
thx beb!
.

2007-12-12T23:04:00.000-08:00

He's in the news for 3 days straight already!!!

Although its a tight challenge,

even though they lost.

i know he'll make me proud..

and he did! ((((:

2007-12-11T12:31:00.000-08:00

CRY OUT LOUD!!
.

NO bf around!

and now,

no bro around!!

My bro's in camp now for 2 weeks!

totally in camp,

no phone calls and no going back home!

Thats mean..

NO CRAPING WITH HIM for 2 WEEKS!! =(

and this house going to be as boring as ever!

but ok, at least there's my lil bro around...

This is taking forever!

pls come back home fast bf!

but aniwae,

do ur very best for this afternoon's match ok!

2007-12-06T14:22:00.000-08:00

He's off again...

He flown off to Thailand for SEA game this morning.

Best of luck to him! ((:

Bring home medals babeh!!

hee...

2007-12-04T16:06:00.000-08:00

Yes, i do agree with this...

Some of us think holding on makes us strong;

but sometimes it is letting go.

However,

im feeling insecure about something.

but i just dont know how to let it out or let it go.

Is it me who's being over-reacting?

I think im not.

Because,

i cant continue faking

or forcing myself to do something that's not me.

Does that make any sense to u?

Life is cruel.

Life is selfish.

I hate to pretend

and i just want to be me

and to have someone to accept me as who i am.

2007-12-03T23:44:00.000-08:00

30/11 was LOVED((:

Did some business at my house with my dearest gfs
and went to catch a movie after that.

ENCHANTED WAS SUPERB!!

A fairy tale, fantasy like story
with a lil bit of spice and twist into it.

WATCH it GIRLS!

Next up, I MUST and I NEED to watch:
- Alvin and the chipmunks
- The tattooist
- I am Legend
and more ((:

and now,

it's about me.

When i get BORED,

I eat.

so, in my world, my life, its,

BOREDOM equals to FOOD.

and that is so not healthy.

but the weirdest thing is,

i wont get full!

hrmm..

and now,

i've gain 2kg within 4 days!

and what will i be after 2 mths of holiday??!!

oh no.

i think i need help!

ahhh....!! ,")

And yarh..

Am i anti-social?

I've been thinking about that lately.

Well maybe, im just different.

hmm.. ,")

2007-11-29T17:05:00.000-08:00

BBQ CLASS OUTING

- east coast

Yesterday (28/11),
we had our bbq class outing.
it was nice(:

Celebrating Athirah's birthday too.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ATHIRAH!!

Ouh stop it!
that is soo CHEEKY ,")

MEOW!

duh, he's waiting for the fooood.....
yum yum!!

Okeh, here's the continuous of the previous entry:

This is picture taken from the luge general camera!

Let me tell you more about he picture content((:

Further back of the pic: 1 luge racer trying to speed up, real fast!

middle part: Three mischievous ones trying to catch up with the angel in front of us and he's glowing!

and hey big bro! stop crashing us both! we're squeezed to side of the lane!

and lastly...

In front: my lil bro, profesionally taking the lead! w/o any need to worry bout the 3 mischievous ones!

It's worth buying this pic, cause there's loads of stories to tell and plus,

there's 4 of us in the pic! ((:

2007-11-27T15:00:00.000-08:00

SIBLINGS DAY OUT!

- this going to be along entry(:

1st stop:

siloso beach, we played TABOO! ((:

Ahah!

we had a GREAT time playing frisbie!

we started off not knowing how to play,

but till the end of it, WE'RE THE PROs of frisbie! heh!

Here comes the sea part(:

Okeh, this is a sea shell which is being occupied by a hermit crab! and my bro's trying to blow it out! didnt manage to do it tho ,")

Next stop:

The LUGE! hee!!

ITS OUR FAV PART OF THE OUTING!

SIBLINGS POWER !!

OK, LETS GET SERIOUS !

READY...

SET...

GO !!!

smile!

You bet, we had fun! Real fun! OUH YARH! Want to know how we end this luge sibling race?? wait for my next entry okeh! ((: i'll upload the pic up! we're caught in action! woo hoo!!

funny funny.

The luge ranger even laugh when she look at that pic of us! haha!

Next stop:

We watched 'SONG OF THE SEA'. Its a combination of a play, musical fountain, light effects, smoke effects, fire balls and fire works! It was tremendous! You should catch it yourself! ((: I didnt get to upload any pic of it but here's a video of the show. Watch alright? Its a short clip.

Next stop: We head to the old railway station to have our dinner there. And yes! I almost forget to mention this part.

My lil bro, LUTFIL HADI... IS THE MAN OF THE MATCH!!

So i guess, here's the end of ALL the good things.

Special thanks to Kak Janna n Abang Yazid for organising this outing((:

2007-11-25T17:00:00.000-08:00

FOOTBALL GRADUATION CEREMONY 2007

Yesterday was nfa grad ceremony n farewell to players under 18.

We attended the wedding ceremony too.
The bride and groom were gorgeous, *couples made in heaven*. hah!

But cant upload any pics of the event, havent receive it yet. duh

Back to the grad ceremony,
performance put up by the u-18 was a sweet and memorable one,
to end their journey together as a team.

I dont deny,
it was pretty sad to see them on stage together
for the last time.

well, here's their performance.
i've loaded them here.
enjoy!

and yarh,
before i forget,
good vocal performance by aji.

2007-11-23T11:59:00.000-08:00

Ahah!
All set for my new entries(:

Wooohoo~!

My ASSESSMENTS OVER MAN!!

HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS!!

*Smiles*

hopefully i wont grow any fatter!
haha!
and hopefully,
i wont be losing and spending a lot of money!

Holiday,
the one thing that stays in my brain is...

SHOPPING!!

Ouh gosh..
just give me 2 days,
and im officially broke =S

no no no!
i'll prove all these

WRONG!

hee((:

2007-11-22T19:09:00.001-08:00

My blog is under construction.
sorry for the inconvenience

2007-11-19T06:41:00.000-08:00

LISTEN!!

A STORY U MUST AND NEED TO KNOW !!!
*a silly story of mine actually ,")*

Okeh, here it goes..

This morning,
I woke up at 7.15am and ouh I thought it's still early for me to get up.
And so, i continued my sleep!!
I woke up at 8am!!!!
And know what??!!
I'M HAVING MY FINAL SEMESTER ASSESSMENT TODAY!!
and yea.. my journey there will took me ONE SOLID HOUR!!
AND MY SUBMISSION TIME IS 9.15AM!!!

AHHHHHHHHH!!!! HATE THE FEELING!!

In the train,
I felt like as if the train is moving SOOO F SLOW!!
at redhill, andthe time was, 9am!!! 15mins more!!
OUH GOSH.. I CANT MAKE IT, I KNOW I CANT!
and so i called my friend to ask my lecturer for an extention of time.
her ans was so f simple!
"No stuff, no marks"
and the door will be locked at 9.20 sharp!
AND I WILL BE DEBAR FOR THAT SUBJ!!
WTH!

Reached Bugis,
My buddy called, and told me to run!!
And yarh,
I ran frm bugis to sch like HELL!!
I was so f tired when i reached!
Miraculously, the door WASNT locked!!!
my friends were all waiting for me to arrived!
I rushed into my submission room........
KANCHIONG LIKE HELL!!
my friends help me along..

AND...
DONE!!
I'VE SUBMITTED!!
YEY!!
YEY!!
WEEEEEEE....

AND AND AND...
I PASS!!!!
I PASS EVERBODY!!!
I PASS................
hahahahaha!!
gosh!!

To the ppl who together kanchiong with me,
no matter where u guys are at that moment of time,
THANKS A LOT PEOPLE!!
OWE U A LOT!!
and sorry for disturbing people..

hee..

that's all.
a silly story from me!
.
DA SERIK!!!!!!!

2007-11-17T04:37:00.000-08:00

Hee!!

I'M ONE HAPPY BUNNY!!

I spent my WHOLE day with my love.
hee..
and we bought couple ring!!
*happy happy*

Ok,
I know it's confusing.
1 min, I'm sad.
Another min, I'm happy.
I think I've gone crazy ,")

It looks so plain w/o any photos.

so, here's one(:

2007-11-16T08:16:00.000-08:00

I felt like im being stabbed in the heart.
It's really painful.
Tears are welling up in my eyes.
And i cant hide..

AHHH! I HATE THE FEELING!!
really.

Why am i not happy??
I'm suppose to be.
right?
because u're here now in my arms..

Why must i feel hurt?
it's really painful..
can u stop it?
Isnt all these suppose to be
sweet and nice?

i'm speechless

2007-11-16T00:33:00.000-08:00

YEY HE'S BACK!
but! ouh boy,
he's asleep... ,")
we're suppose to meet!
hmph hmph!

nvm.

And so yest, i went for my appointment at
skin centre due to my hair loss.
not that serious, i think.. ,")
Ok...
The HANDSOME doc said,
i'm under a lot of stress.
hmm... maybe its because of my school work??
TONS of them!
but its ok...
its almost finish!
And these will all come to an end! full stop!
and i have an unhealthy scalp!

HEY HEY HEY!!
Im happy la seyy!!
holidays coming!
till jan!!
yea2 i know...
isnani book me first already.
hee... ((:

Cant wait for my assessment to end!

SOON!!

till then..
muax readers!
hehe..

2007-11-12T10:17:00.000-08:00

Ouhk...
it's 3.15am and

I WANT TO SLEEP!!

but i cant..
i need to finish up with my assignments!!!

and weeee!! 2 more days!!!!
yey!

They're coming back!! at last!!

2007-11-11T07:01:00.000-08:00

SENTOSA OUTING!! ((:

Let the pictures do all the talking.

Im busy, people.

sorry.

sincerely,

Liyana (:

2007-11-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

yes,
They're gone again..
he's gone again...
sob sob ='(

2 weeks!!
To china... ,")

But its okay..
Im just going to hope for the best
and may their journey be a smooth sailing one..

*going to miss him, big time.

2007-10-24T22:32:00.000-07:00

These are some of the good shots i took for photography:

2007-10-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

This year Hari Raya,
It seems that i get emotional most of the times.
I'm not really sure why is it but i guess,
i'm loving it.
.
Maybe it's because of my sincere change in life?
.
Since small,
I've been wondering to myself
why my mom or perhaps, my parents cried
when they seek forgiveness on Hari Raya.
But i cant.
I didnt cried. I felt nothing. Like, seriously.
.
But this year,
It's exceptional.
I cried for the first time when i seek forgiveness
and it feels right.
.
On Hari Raya,
I visited my relative in hospital.
I felt really hopeless looking at him.
I almost cried.
My mom cried.
I'm so lucky and fortunate to be in a healthy condition.
To be in a good state of mind and to be in this family,
I felt really blessed.
Alhamdulillah..
.
And so for the rest of you too.
Do take good care of your family and yourself.
It's sad to be in a condition where I can't do anything to help out with the family.
1 healthy woman taking care of 3 sick people.
I really want to help.. but I can't.
.
And 1 of them died, yesterday.
Innalillah...

2007-10-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

ouh fine.
i admit.
BY DEFINATION ROCK MY WORLD LAH, can!!
damn, they melts my music soul. haha!
and erhh.. i hate victor ,")
eww.
.
Now, i'm back with my korean dramas.
Prince hours,
The witch and
coffee prince!
((:
Well at least, korean dramas will help me occupy my free and boring schedule.
I'm not free, actually.
I'm just pretending to be free. Just want to get loose of everything.
so that i wont get stress up((:
.
I'm owing a lot of assignments! damn.
Draw draw draw and more and more and even more!!!
ahhh!!!
.
But i'm having my Hari Raya break.
for like..
4 days!
Not bad right?
hee!
.
In like 3 days time,
it will be Hari Raya!
but i tink, i'm kind of weird.
I'm still enjoying my fasting month.
and I want more!!
But i cant..
it's going to be hari raya soon..
And i cant wait for hari raya to end! ,")
.
well, whatever it is...
SELAMAT BERPUASA!!
(last min2 nk raya nie... puase la! insaf!!) haha
.
Special message for the muslims:
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Sempena bulan Ramadhan ni,
Liyana nak hulurkn tangan,
memohon maaf jikalau terkasar bahasa
atau terlukakn hati yang tidak sengaja.
btul! sumpah! tk sengaje... ,")
maaf byk2 ye..
datang la rumah. (utk sesiapa yg sudi dtg je)
insya'allah... liyana ader di rumah iyer..
kalau tkder,
datang la beraye di open house NAFA...
Guarentee liyana ader.
nanti lecturer liyana bagi duit raya kt korg2 otey?
parents liyana da retire kasi org2 duit laa..
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Semoga amalan2 ukhrawi korg2 sumer,
diterime allah swt, insya'allah..
dan semoga amalan duniawi,
berjalan dgn sebaik2nyer jgk..
Liyana doakn korg sihat n happy dgn
kwn2... family.. dan matair2 korg ok.
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till here..
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SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA!!